Decisions!

I thought long and hard about this one! Friends and family members (and I know they mean well) think that I should change the name of my blog. I had even gotten to the point of letting my readers know that this was so. But then, just before I published it, I asked my son about it. He said “Dad… it’s ironic and unique at the same time… you should keep it. Your physical ability is amazing!”  Now I know what to do. I started this blog forgot two main reasons. First and foremost in my mind was to help someone overcome that feeling of despair that comes with any diagnosis of cancer. Secondly, for my own therapy. Now I recognize the fact that the word “dead” is supposedly a negative connotation, but to me it’s just that, a word! Now, mind you, I do not consider myself “dead” an any shape form or fashion. That phrase was just so shocking for me to hear that it undeniably scarred me. So I use it as a reminder of where I was and how I felt. I use it like a tool to cope. Standing on the edge of infinity is not easy. Nobody said it would be! So I apologize for giving people the impression that I’m changing my blog name… I am not. That name has no effect on who I am. I am a child of God! My strength comes through Him! Peace and blessings!