Cancer!

this will be no ordinary soliloquy so allow me to begin-basically the story is how cancer has inexorably altered my perception-mind you i’ve never taken cancer for granted but my mind tends to obfuscate cancer at it’s core-now don’t try this at home without supervision and i’m not trying to persuade anyone to do anything i do-but looking closely at how cancer has changed my existence-and remember… i’m a expert!-first things first-after riding a fix most of my life and putting it down in ‘95-am back on the “horse” so to speak after 22 years-riding on average up to 40 miles a day-day by day i get stronger and stronger-the things that i once coveted i covet no more-my love of life and respect of thus makes me more human?-for me, cancer produced an unexpected side effect-something within me that lay dormant for most of my life-my drive!-cancer is now forcing my hand-forcing the creativity out-forcing me to be someone i was already inside-now i see!-now i know what to do and who to be-i stopped fearing cancer when i bolstered my faith in God-when talking to just about everyone or anyone about my diagnosis i see the absolute horror appear on their faces-at first i was shocked and then it became almost amusing to see-just because i’m diagnosed with cancer doesn’t mean me to adhere to the tenets of cancer!-as we have life we have choices-my choice is living life freely and completely!-Peace and blessings!