Month: July 2018

What is time? From the ambiguous answer that  the dictionary gives it’s just man’s attempt to quantify or name something. You can spend time but you can’t get it back. They’re so many different ways to experience time. I asked […]

as time passes memories reluctantly fade into mist-why does it hurt so much?-we attempt to keep those memories cogent-no one wants ethereal memories-why is it still hurting?-some wounds time cannot heal-there are some bonds that never fade-these bonds defy the grave-these bonds defy death-and […]

I started this endeavor as a project to help me deal with being diagnosed with cancer. Along this path something extraordinary happened. YOU! The over 200 subscribers to walkingdeadman.com! First of all, I’m humbled by this fact! You guys have […]

to live life truly we must follow our hearts-hearts immersed in love are the strongest-we’ll live life and see life with utmost clarity-to “see” with love is something beautiful-to “see” this way is not just with our eyes-it is a […]

the memes in life we do perceive-look back to youth we all bereave-confusion having contrivance with ease-genocide follows the ones who believe-importance of self has taken its toll-treated more precious than silver and gold-perpetual conflicts acceptance by all-we never question […]

I ride my fix so much that I forget to mention the miles I accrue. On average, I ride approximately 20 to 30 miles a day. Sometimes  I do 40!  I’ve even done close to 50 a few times! This […]

It’s been an extremely long time since I’ve had a recurring dream. They would usually end up as nightmares but this one was different! I kept having a dream of when I was in kindergarten. The same dream over and […]

On Friday, July 13, I rode my fix into the City (17 miles, ended up doing 37). It seemed to be just an average day for me but then  something extraordinary took place. In the waiting room I got into […]

although it seems my situation is dire-God constantly carries me through all the fire-they’re  things in life i no longer desire-no more wants in my life of a funeral pyre-expectations to live life with gusto and verve-shows the power of […]

My continued existence depends mainly upon my belief system. Through my belief I develop my faith. When dealing with cancer your faith has to be a juggernaut! At first all I felt was doom. But as time went by, so […]

if my articulation is too much for you excuse me for my prose-for communication’s so important to me my vocabulary has room to grow-the voracity of my vernacular has much to do with pride-it comes from deep within my heart-it […]

That statement speaks for itself. In this day and age, people tend not to realize who the real doctor is! I have the utmost respect and confidence in the team of doctors that are treating me. They’ve sacrificed much for their […]

Today marks my fourth July 4 since my diagnosis. Wow… time does fly when you’re having fun! Although I cannot say I really enjoyed my first July 4th because everything was so new to me. I had no idea where to go […]

Over this past weekend I started to think about where my mind was exactly 3 years ago. I was extremely depressed, concerned, confused and whatever else could be imagined. Today I am a new creature through Jesus Christ! Never before in my […]