Human Beings vs Humans

It’s been an extremely long time since I’ve had a recurring dream. They would usually end up as nightmares but this one was different! I kept having a dream of when I was in kindergarten. The same dream over and over for maybe about a week. It puzzled me why I dreamt of my kindergarten year. As time passed I eventually forgot that I even had that dream. Now, over the weekend I had an epiphany.  It hit me like a brick in the head! I knew the reason for my recurring dream! I was 5 years old at the time and I was still a human being! Now mind you, I’m not any kind of expert or authority on this so bear with me. When we’re born we are all born as human beings. Human beings, in my definition are those who have nothing but love in them. Humans, on the other hand, are full of hatred, jealousy, prejudice, envy and so on. Humans thrive on war! Human beings love and respect life and each other. The reason I kept returning to this dream is simple. The way I feel and perceive life since my diagnosis is in a way a watered down version of how I felt then! We are born with nothing but love in us. A short time after that we are forged into humans! Indoctrination happened to us allowing all the negative to take the place and turn true human beings into just ordinary everyday humans. We were not taught in schools. That’s where we were taught repetition! I didn’t learn critical thinking until I went to college. I’m not saying that everyone born is forged to be human, on the contrary, some do remain human beings because of their upbringing. The love and respect that I have now in my life will never be as pure as when I was 5 but I do now consider myself a human being. My faith has got me back in line with how we’re supposed to be in the cosmos. I love myself now. My situation does not dictate how I feel. I choose to live life without encumbrances and worry or fear! My life is evolving into a wonderful  place! Come and join me… you won’t regret it! God is amazing! Peace and blessings!