Menu

Month: August 2018

Forgotten Memories!

-the further back memories go-the more ethereal they become-names of childhood friends remain unchanged-but now the faces are of ghosts-we remember our paths crossed-but forget the participants along the way-so now we shed tears of memories lost-and cry lo our […]

RINGING!

in all seriousness i understand why i gave permission to my doctors to give me the poison to save my life-i recognize the fact that i, indeed had other choices-within me resides no malice towards any medical staff members i’ve dealt with during my […]

Past!

As we get older, the less conspicuous we become. Sometimes we’ll have the tendency to visit our old neighborhood making us recognize the fact that our lives have changed. Most times the familiar places we grew up in are no […]

The Piper!

-the scenes are set before our eyes-but now when viewed they disappear-the belief that we will never end-shows and leaves us with obscurity-for in the end we get what’s due-the piper must be paid-reciprocity is given and lo this means-things […]

Persistence!

-i would suffer no ignominious feelings during my battle-although my mind’s desultory in thought-humility abounds within my soul-in all actually i’ve been released, set free!-the barriers of my mind are broken-i can now feel life fluently-former pains can no longer […]

Proclivity!

My proclivity for life is now immutable! And it’s not just my desire for life, but the way I now live and love life! I say that my paths are filled with beauty because my heart is overflowing with love. I perceive the beauty […]

”Not Doing!”

Inexorably, there is evidence of intricate ways to fight and defeat cancer! Since I now have over three years dealing with this malady, I feel that my experience is laudable. Although medically still diagnosed with this deadly disease, mentally I’ve […]

You Must Keep Faith!

Statistically, every sixth death in the world today is caused by cancer! This makes cancer the second leading cause of death worldwide. (cardiovascular diseases is number one) This fact tends to make me realize the scope and magnitude of my […]

Music!

-shades of who I once was-shadows of what i was meant to be-arriving to the sweet creamy center-that’s a journey well worth the wait-now my view is crystal-my heart is open-my path lies ahead-i will travel my path with heart!-my […]

Broken!

I have come to the unequivocal conclusion that something is broken within me! Not physically mind you but I think it’s something ethically! Here’s the situation. I no longer crave the amenities of a so-called normal life. The fancy cars, the […]

Youth!

-youth are unsullied-their minds must not hinder-but live in a world obfuscation of gender-never had this problem-no not in our youth-why’s everything so different?-what happened to truth?-the time is now near-we have to decide-we must keep faith-take leave for this ride-confusion […]

The Truth of Lies!

-lies are made to obscure truth-their uses are multifarious-lies are anathema to truth-they are meant for bemusement-there are those who tell lies-there are those who live lies-and there are those who actually are lies!-these are the most dangerous of all-the ones that have […]

Really… I Am NOT Special!

My life is definitely different now. The things that I do are done because I am fighting cancer. My fight is ongoing and non stop. First of all, everyone has fear of cancer. It’s something that is dreaded by all. I […]

World of Love!

my indifference to the world doesn’t set me free of this place-although existing amongst the bereft of love is problematic-love’s configuration always puts things in order-there are those who live for chaos-to not be perceived by the powers that be […]