as an infant and child
i was formless
i was an unbridled perceiver
cognitive dissonances
did not yet exist
at this young age
i perceived
so much more
i was then
taught to conform
my true perceptions
were muted
vibrations that i
was able to perceive
were lost
i was shut off
from my true knowledge
put in a box
so to speak
made to believe
that certain things
are required
for success
in essence
cancer has
helped me to
stop the world!
i realize that
success doesn’t necessarily
equate to happiness
i have never
been happier
in my current life
i don’t own a car
i don’t have a house
in fact my
living situation is tumultuous
at best
but i am happy
always now
in spite of circumstances
surrounding me
i know that
feeling now of
bliss and contentment
i recognize my mortality
therefore i have
no other choice
but to keep in faith
to know my form
to know that God
has my back
to truly enjoy
the blessings of life
for life’s sake!
Peace and blessings!