Category: Living life with cancer!

i miss my friendwe spent manyrides on the ferrywe saw so manysunrises togetherwe had a lot of funin Central Parki miss my friendriding together as onepicking up speedcatching the lightsto keep up the pacei miss my friendthe silent hours spentknowing […]

Wow! It finally happened! Rode my bike in to my cancer therapy appointment yesterday. Locked it up as usual on the scaffolding almost directly in front. My appointment was early… 7am. My second day in a row spending at least […]

as my thoughts float aimlessly like fallen leaves blowing in the wind  the wind grows and grows  wind that started so gently and calm my mind rages to take hold but there is no anchor for me there  i must […]

the boundaries of life are closer than they look  instead of flowing through the universe  i let the universe flow through me! to allow the infinite to slowly dream through my mind  i conclude to take back control of me  […]

ever searching for the truth  my eyes touch the fringe  but i cannot assail what lies beneath  i then feel the echoes of former  actions  and i don’t remember what real is anymore  so when am i dreaming? i do […]

First of all, Happy Father’s Day to all the real Dads out there! Next, this month is my 5 year anniversary (if you can call it this) of being diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. I thank God for getting […]

watching eyes that don’t gauge  the plumes ever with efficient beauty  a caveat comes every morning  picking the right color of sound prerequisite  a dream state for dreamscapes tears of a smile that never laugh  whatever brings joy to my […]

i see my life coming to haven going there all but once  so long a journey to travel  so long a journey to travel, exclusively  getting used to this life  i never worry  i never truly care  i can’t really […]

2020 has been so far a truly different type of year! Not just for me, but for the world! I am not going to get into the politics of this one though. But the basic facts of the matter are […]

It’s been 6 months now since my last treatment for stage 4 lung cancer. I am only being monitored now every 3 months. So I had my 2nd CT Scan on Wednesday. I was supposed to see my doctor today […]

running away… it hurts  i am not really real without you  i must have more time  insignificant i am without you  knowing that you are next to me  i feel better  you soothe me  i don’t care about my headaches […]

history… the longer i live the more pain i endure? there i realize that’s not really the truth… for the longer i live means i’m just better at history! Peace and blessings!

i hate to turn melancholy! but sometimes when i see a crescent moon on the horizon  certain tears fill me up my mind stretched as rubber  bouncing to and fro  from endless summers of when my innocence was pure of […]

Today I am 65! I thank God for getting me here! He has given me everything! As mostly all of my friends and family already know, I was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in 2015. I was told by […]