Category: Living life with cancer!

the boundaries of life are closer than they look  instead of flowing through the universe  i let the universe flow through me! to allow the infinite to slowly dream through my mind  i conclude to take back control of me  […]

ever searching for the truth  my eyes touch the fringe  but i cannot assail what lies beneath  i then feel the echoes of former  actions  and i don’t remember what real is anymore  so when am i dreaming? i do […]

First of all, Happy Father’s Day to all the real Dads out there! Next, this month is my 5 year anniversary (if you can call it this) of being diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. I thank God for getting […]

watching eyes that don’t gauge  the plumes ever with efficient beauty  a caveat comes every morning  picking the right color of sound prerequisite  a dream state for dreamscapes tears of a smile that never laugh  whatever brings joy to my […]

i see my life coming to haven going there all but once  so long a journey to travel  so long a journey to travel, exclusively  getting used to this life  i never worry  i never truly care  i can’t really […]

2020 has been so far a truly different type of year! Not just for me, but for the world! I am not going to get into the politics of this one though. But the basic facts of the matter are […]

It’s been 6 months now since my last treatment for stage 4 lung cancer. I am only being monitored now every 3 months. So I had my 2nd CT Scan on Wednesday. I was supposed to see my doctor today […]

running away… it hurts  i am not really real without you  i must have more time  insignificant i am without you  knowing that you are next to me  i feel better  you soothe me  i don’t care about my headaches […]

history… the longer i live the more pain i endure? there i realize that’s not really the truth… for the longer i live means i’m just better at history! Peace and blessings!

i hate to turn melancholy! but sometimes when i see a crescent moon on the horizon  certain tears fill me up my mind stretched as rubber  bouncing to and fro  from endless summers of when my innocence was pure of […]

Today I am 65! I thank God for getting me here! He has given me everything! As mostly all of my friends and family already know, I was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in 2015. I was told by […]

although i hear words from my mouth- they form in my heart- so i try to figure- if they form in my heart- where in my world do my words start?- is it just me?- or maybe life is a […]

time to sweep the cobwebs out of the corners of my life!-drifting along the brisk pathways of my perception-never knowing when the proverbial “other shoe” is to drop!-the velvet rope is not being pulled aside for me yet!-so my path […]

i am essentially a victim of my memories!-a shadow of a forgotten self!-time flies and i remember infinity-my recognition of angels is apparent!-time and tide run at hand in my mind!-what is left?-this is why i love life?-so a gentle […]