So, we believe that we are born free, right? (buzzer sound)Wrong! We are not really free! To be free means we should be able to choose. In all actuality we have no choice in this world today. Our whole world implements its […]
Category: Living life with cancer!
No More Stress!
My I recently realized something about myself. I really enjoy writing this blog. But I was actually putting too much pressure on myself posting every Monday, Wednesday and Friday. It got to th point of me worrying about making my […]
Shock To My System!
Wow! After literally riding through the whole summer on my bike I decided to take a breath and travel like the rest of the humans. To wear human clothes again! It’s actually taking longer than I thought to adjust to […]
overwhelmed…
when i travel my path and see what i see the people i pass take glances at me to them i seem normal to them i seem free they don’t see the battle that rages in me the eyes do […]
Created Beauty!
Guy Lombardo Marina(Freeport) photo by me! face the fate we all ignore-for we deny our inevitable endings-when rationalization of life becomes apparent-true peace will avail itself to those who seek it-to reach true peace one must alter their path-to alter […]
Looking Forward!
I’m at a place in my life where forward is my path. The only times I pay attention to what’s behind is when I drop something. There’s nothing wrong with looking back, just don’t live there! We are flawed but beautiful creatures! […]
Shrinkage!
I’ve noticed an unexpected side effect from my diagnosis! It’s more of an aesthetic side effect then that of a physical one. My world as I know it is diminishing! Materialistic things that had value to me before have value […]
Subscribers!
I started this blog for self help. It is a way for me to deal with the repercussions and discombobulation from dealing with the monster we call “cancer”! When I sometimes reflect on my mindset before my diagnosis I can really see […]
Flashes of Infinity!
no matter the steadfastness of my resolve-i am only human-so don’t fault me when i act as such-each and every day begins my ongoing battle for life-when my eyes open the battle stands anew-something i’ve grown to know intimately-for over […]
The “Con” (cont)
My conquest of cancer is conducive to my considered control of said malady. It’s not as if I have to travel to the Congo to convey this and connive for cures. I won’t let my blood congeal as I work to conjure immaculate healing. That’s where God is […]
Rationalization of Life!
We are forever lying to ourselves about life. First and foremost, most tend not to take responsibility for their own situations in life. It’s always “he or she made me do this or that”! Or “it’s not my fault”! We feel that […]
Enigmatic!
some say that i am an enigma-i say that my life is not enigmatic-only my choices have changed-i now live life fervently-this is how and what i choose-we each have the propensity to enjoy life-but most of the time we get in […]