Category: Living life with cancer!

unless one has an incurable disease or is terminally ill the reaper has no sting!-my reality has evolved into something different-some call me inimitable but I don’t see myself that way-although i accept that statement with alacrity-the world i now […]

some say that i am an enigma-i say that my life is not enigmatic-only my choices have changed-i now live life fervently-this is how and what i choose-we each have the propensity to enjoy life-but most of the time we get in […]

sometimes in life our paths are crossed-so quickly and indiscreet-the meeting so innocuous-a true friend yet to meet-the trust that’s born is nothing new-companionship tends to grow-now time has come for love renewed and life will start to show-affairs of […]

This is not just a random number. It’s the number of days since I was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer! Wow! Isn’t God great? I am not bragging about a paltry 1173 days compared to the 23,212 days since […]

-drifting slowly but surely towards the crossroads of infinity!-my mind is steadfast in acrimonious assault-the reveries of thought continually blossom in my head-am i dreaming or is reality a dream?-something happened unexpected in my life-the pronouncement of the end put […]

-there are we who go by the sobriquet walking dead-for long ago some of us felt the same-so at first we hide in plain sight-among the myriad of everyday faces-blending in but with secrets-afraid to reveal that morsel of knowledge-the […]

That’s a simple phrase. “Don’t take life for granted!” Hey, but as we all know “that’s easier said than done!” Everybody has used those terms  from time to time during the course of their lives. Myself included. But now I […]

for the idol in the bay is standing lesser in state of grace-the powerful’s greed prevails the time so people are still asleep-pacify and sleight of mind are standardized beliefs-freedom in this day and age is no longer something sweet-we […]

-the further back memories go-the more ethereal they become-names of childhood friends remain unchanged-but now the faces are of ghosts-we remember our paths crossed-but forget the participants along the way-so now we shed tears of memories lost-and cry lo our […]

in all seriousness i understand why i gave permission to my doctors to give me the poison to save my life-i recognize the fact that i, indeed had other choices-within me resides no malice towards any medical staff members i’ve dealt with during my […]

As we get older, the less conspicuous we become. Sometimes we’ll have the tendency to visit our old neighborhood making us recognize the fact that our lives have changed. Most times the familiar places we grew up in are no […]

-the scenes are set before our eyes-but now when viewed they disappear-the belief that we will never end-shows and leaves us with obscurity-for in the end we get what’s due-the piper must be paid-reciprocity is given and lo this means-things […]

-i would suffer no ignominious feelings during my battle-although my mind’s desultory in thought-humility abounds within my soul-in all actually i’ve been released, set free!-the barriers of my mind are broken-i can now feel life fluently-former pains can no longer […]

My proclivity for life is now immutable! And it’s not just my desire for life, but the way I now live and love life! I say that my paths are filled with beauty because my heart is overflowing with love. I perceive the beauty […]