Category: Living life with cancer!

It’s been an extremely long time since I’ve had a recurring dream. They would usually end up as nightmares but this one was different! I kept having a dream of when I was in kindergarten. The same dream over and […]

On Friday, July 13, I rode my fix into the City (17 miles, ended up doing 37). It seemed to be just an average day for me but then  something extraordinary took place. In the waiting room I got into […]

although it seems my situation is dire-God constantly carries me through all the fire-they’re  things in life i no longer desire-no more wants in my life of a funeral pyre-expectations to live life with gusto and verve-shows the power of […]

My continued existence depends mainly upon my belief system. Through my belief I develop my faith. When dealing with cancer your faith has to be a juggernaut! At first all I felt was doom. But as time went by, so […]

if my articulation is too much for you excuse me for my prose-for communication’s so important to me my vocabulary has room to grow-the voracity of my vernacular has much to do with pride-it comes from deep within my heart-it […]

That statement speaks for itself. In this day and age, people tend not to realize who the real doctor is! I have the utmost respect and confidence in the team of doctors that are treating me. They’ve sacrificed much for their […]

Today marks my fourth July 4 since my diagnosis. Wow… time does fly when you’re having fun! Although I cannot say I really enjoyed my first July 4th because everything was so new to me. I had no idea where to go […]

Over this past weekend I started to think about where my mind was exactly 3 years ago. I was extremely depressed, concerned, confused and whatever else could be imagined. Today I am a new creature through Jesus Christ! Never before in my […]

The title is self sufficient. There is nothing else to say. Only, I do have something to say! You see, 3 years ago today my life not only changed, but had to change! At first I was lost. The news from my primary […]

this will be no ordinary soliloquy so allow me to begin-basically the story is how cancer has inexorably altered my perception-mind you i’ve never taken cancer for granted but my mind tends to obfuscate cancer at it’s core-now don’t try this at […]

To be able to recognize each and every day as a new day is a blessing and should not be taken for granted! My perception of this thing we call life has changed! Not only changed but in all actuality, I now know how […]

my days are now hazy-time passes so slowly-don’t know what feels real anymore-am i in a dream?-or am i awake?-what inning is this?-what’s the score?-can’t tell what the reason to begin a new season-continue to knock on my door-nightmares assault […]

wherever i go whenever i sleep i’m careful now of the paths i keep my life is now changed so steps i arrange keeping faith in God i will not estrange my paths i see clearly i hold to faith […]

I’ve started many projects in my life. I can say that some I finished and some I didn’t. This project… THIS PROJECT though is a matter of life and death for me. There is no “maybe I’ll do it later” […]