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Category: Living life with cancer!

My Life!

i now live life as a reflection in the mirror-the feelings on this side do not hurt-the fact is-in this i have no choice-because-to have choice means there is a chance-a chance for me-a chance to live-a chance for… love!-be that as it may-my life […]

No Fun!

Today is the annual NYC Five Borough Bike-A-Thon. I’ve been back riding for a year now so I made up my mind to go. The last time I rode in this event was 1996 so I decided to look up […]

What Is Real?

my tenacity is voracious for a simple life since my new version excludes stress and strives for serenity i truly recognize what  life is and how to achieve balance there the majority feels more money brings happiness that’s worse than a […]

Boundless Thankfulness!

I’m sitting here in Kings Park on Jamaica Av thinking that maybe this time Spring is finally here to stay! (Still wearing long sleeves just in case) Anyway, I started to ride to Manhattan but changed my mind and decided to […]

My Anniversary!

As the saying goes, “time flies when you’re having fun” certainly rings true for me now. My blog site reminded me it’s time to renew my yearly fee. Wow… I hadn’t realized it’s been a year since I started blogging […]

The “Con”

My mind is constantly conflagrant with my condition. So I continue to grasp the content of the controversy surrounding this conflicting construct. Is it conspiratorial to contest the belief that cancer is control of my life? I confess that I consciously condemn and contest this fact. My consideration for life is no longer conservative. I will continually believe that […]

Time!

It’s amazing what you can accomplish with time! It’s also amazing what you can accomplish without it! This fact is a very important for those of us diagnosed with cancer! Before cancer (WOW!… seems like eons ago for me) time was never factored […]

Spring!

am still here waiting for season of Spring-for what we have now, what is this thing?-is this the weather that April brings?-i know i hear what birds do sing-they’re wondering too where is the Spring?-all in all it’s up to our […]

Spring?

Last Friday was a breath of fresh air for everyone! Personally, I thought it was the weather breakthrough we’ve been looking for… well wishful thinking! I actually wore short sleeves for the first time this year. All in all I’m […]

No Matter, Whatever!

my fear is assailed by my hope no longer are my nightmares valid reasoning with life is a fallacy my heart doesn’t  experience hatred the strength of conviction has reinforced my soul who could judge me? only the Almighty can […]

A Beautiful Day!

I could not let this day pass without a good ride. This picture was taken for me by a guy I just met named Paul. He and his parents were sitting next to me at the fountain in Central Park. […]

Live or Love!

we live our lives we don’t love our lives-we treat ourselves without a care-we take life as if just a dare-we all do this so don’t despair-we live our lives we don’t love our lives-we feel that our lives progress-no […]

Malady?

Something came across my mind that I have to share. Looking at the scope and magnitude of being diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer AND mantle cell lymphoma I realized this point. Cancer, albeit a known, so called death sentence has […]