Category: Living life with cancer!

I really thought that I had nothing to write about until listening to the morning news. Not to be specific but it was a story about an actor that found out he had stage 4 lung cancer and died three […]

forged thoughts remain  in front of me  in spite of  my closed eyes  so i am  stopping the world  to get off  for a long while  aphyllous trees  try to block my eyes  but i see through them no matter  […]

Here it is… the end of my first summer diagnosed with cancer!It’s September and now my son and I must move. We have no choice but to separate temporarily! I decided to stay at a friends house for a while. […]

So now my son and I have a reprieve! This was a blessing because I really had much more pressing issues! My son and I are extremely close. He took my diagnosis hard! But he has supported me till the […]

So now, here I am, sixty years old and for the first time in my life, diagnosed with a chronic illness! But that’s not the half of it! At the same time this is happening, my son and I are […]

running from infinity  is tiresome  how can you  actually save time? the diegesis  of my life  constantly falters  my tears  fall into oblivion  never to be noticed  you can’t see  the pain  behind my eyes  so i run away  to […]

i live with 2 distinct energies within that wax and wane the one that i feed more is in charge  but adversity makes me grow! so i am not afraid to show my vulnerability  coming to terms with my obligation […]

just an opinion…Trump had the White House locked up for 2020! He could have EASILY won the election against Biden! All he had to do was treat the pandemic seriously! He was more concerned about the Stock Market than handling […]

the clearest of sunshine on a crisp autumn morning  coalescing the snow of leaves in my sight  can the sky look any more beautiful? my existence is dwindling  it hurts my heart witnessing such a majestic view  my spirit cries […]

Dear Mr. Trump,I can’t use the title of President because there is nothing presidential about you! I am a 65 year old man of color who happens to be diagnosed with two forms of cancer! The ACA or Obamacare is […]

sitting here thinking which way shall i go everything’s so jumbled i just don’t know am way too old to be just a cliche i look in the mirror it looks back each day with tears in his eyes he […]

After 3 years of using my blog from a multitude of perspectives, I’ve decided on a path with my small platform! Although I am not an expert per se… I think that being diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer since […]

back of their minds  behind those eyes  you already know  invisible becoming a cliche  don’t want to be seen  gotta avoid being noted  it really doesn’t matter  my days are short  no coming back  damn it’s a shame  closer friendship […]

this is the profundity of the situation  not to pontificate  dissonance  as small  as we are  borders and lines  are constructed  behind fear from  our own brothers  and sisters  how could we have  sunk so low  for so long? was […]