sometimes throughout our lives, a virtual monkey wrench comes out of nowhere only to land smack dab in the middle of our plans or daily routines! for example… i am a bike rider. since i’ve been living here in newark, […]
i find myself there too many times finally recognizing that’s no place to live there are a few great moments but pain permeates the past intrinsically and then i come to terms within identity starts to crumble away like grains […]
i exist through the days ignoring life’s embrace indifferent to my own worth living like there’s no race a common tale i share in apathy i drown blinded by my own pursuits i let life just go around yet change […]
though nightmares assail my slumber’s stream from the depths of dreamtime’s gleam consistently their presence teem scenes pervasive haunting keen echoes of my own screams unseen each night in shadows’ flight unseen sunset’s beauty over horizon’s sheen yet the beauty […]
another birthday… another year! and therefore another milestone! you see, if i had believed what the doctors were saying at the time of my first diagnosis, trust me… i’d be long gone! 6 to 11 months was all the time […]
my inculcate nightmares are consistently ontic their miscellany fused together therefore ineffable in daylight at sunrise my dreams forfend all and i suffer the neophilia the nisus of perception prospicient as i believe anachronisms became my presence my ideal life […]
i am not my past, and i’ve learned that each day i awaken is another opportunity to paint a potential masterpiece!
the majority of us human beings wake up every day without a second thought of how amazing life is and how blessed we are! i know because i used to be one of them! that is, up until i was […]
eternity’s efforts a cosmic call a divine embrace my heart enthralled my timeless bond the eternal sea in sleepless nights His spirit in me nightmares weave a test of my soul yet in their midst His grace consoles resilience found […]
in realms of thought where shadows dance unconscious whispers a mystic trance awareness slumbers veiled in dreams yet whispers truth in silent streams a dance of minds both near and far consciousness, an elusive star in twilight’s grasp secrets unfold […]
i know, i know… it’s almost two weeks into 2024 and i’m writing “happy new year!” forgive me for my tardiness. i have no excuses! anyway i’d like to share my bike riding accomplishments from last year! it just goes […]
so… here it is and i am blessed to witnessing the start of another year! all i can say about this is “holy s**t!” this will be my ninth year with a diagnosis of stage 4 lung cancer! oh, and […]