I’m sitting here in one of my favorite spots, Washington Square Park.(on my fix, of course) At first I thought about not writing my blog today for I didn’t have anything to write about. Then I realized that I always have something to write […]

what dreams may come to by and by each night we all take leave to die to sleep and dream should not belie the sting of death you’ll take to cry we live by day at night we sigh nightmares […]

When it gets to the point where you have to  worry about seeing your children alive after a school day, something’s wrong! When you’re black in America and you worry about being alive after any interaction with police, something’s wrong! When a […]

my diagnosis has everything changed-now my life must rearrange-to me it’s like i’m in my dreams-i’ve faith in God so there’s no screams-you’d think it’s hard living life this way?-to fight for life each and every day?-i fight for each […]

The end of June makes three years since my life changing diagnosis. I am so thankful to God for healing me. Even though I still go to treatment twice a month, I still thank Him for enabling me to be […]

what’s wrong with the times we’re living in?-is it okay to disrespect life over and over again?-what happened to the world we grew up in-was it imagination or was it just nightmares again?-when we were young life was nothing but fun-the […]

In the fabric of life there are certain friendships that last  forever. You know the kind I’m talking about, it’s the friend that no matter time or distance, you’ll never lose touch. Well I have two such friends, Leo and Mack. I […]

i now live life as a reflection in the mirror-the feelings on this side do not hurt-the fact is-in this i have no choice-because-to have choice means there is a chance-a chance for me-a chance to live-a chance for… love!-be that as it may-my life […]

Today is the annual NYC Five Borough Bike-A-Thon. I’ve been back riding for a year now so I made up my mind to go. The last time I rode in this event was 1996 so I decided to look up […]

my tenacity is voracious for a simple life since my new version excludes stress and strives for serenity i truly recognize what  life is and how to achieve balance there the majority feels more money brings happiness that’s worse than a […]

I’m sitting here in Kings Park on Jamaica Av thinking that maybe this time Spring is finally here to stay! (Still wearing long sleeves just in case) Anyway, I started to ride to Manhattan but changed my mind and decided to […]

Since my life and how I live it has been altered I’ve been getting into a habit of reading articles and books on the subject of cancer. Right now I’m reading a book titled “World Without Cancer The Story of […]

As the saying goes, “time flies when you’re having fun” certainly rings true for me now. My blog site reminded me it’s time to renew my yearly fee. Wow… I hadn’t realized it’s been a year since I started blogging […]

My mind is constantly conflagrant with my condition. So I continue to grasp the content of the controversy surrounding this conflicting construct. Is it conspiratorial to contest the belief that cancer is control of my life? I confess that I consciously condemn and contest this fact. My consideration for life is no longer conservative. I will continually believe that […]