my life is  now sisyphean anachronistic  as i may be  my life has changed into aphorisms  ataraxia pervades  my persona  my crown of thorns  aren’t rueful anymore  as my battery struggles  for constant energy  in my perpetual battle  i found […]

my closed eyes slowly open my integration into infinity slowly approaches rapidly memories aggressively aggregate aggravating my only solace  what all of i have left  my presence in the present! thus my refusal of pathetic  attempts to attention of such!  […]

just about any man  can be a father  but only a few  are considered dad! there are fathers  that run away  fathers that will abuse  a dad loves all his  children  a dad will never  confuse sometimes father is a […]

long lost magic returns every night  where i soar my freedom unbound   i am limitless  but each morning  i come crashing down  just before awakening  to this stark reality  sometimes my mind  is too real  for my own sake  so […]

It’s been a quiet week. What I’ve realized since the weather has changed is that most drivers in Newark don’t have any respect or even knowledge of how to share the roads with bicycles! I mean… damn! It’s crazy dealing […]

You always hear about paradise right here on earth. And right now that is what I perceive! I always thought that this was impossible, or just from the people who wanted attention but I actually feel that there is a […]

Got distracted from blogging for a while! I was in the process of moving forward from a toxic living situation. Toxic in a sense of being stressful. And what with my diagnosis I don’t require any of! So I am […]

as my tears run not only for pain  but for the loneliness  that now lives  within my life  the constant sounds  of no other voice… no other voice  except my own living in my head  where i scream  extemporaneously  when […]

hey cancer…  got something  to tell you!  listen bruh! you got a lot  of nerve… who do you think  you are? spreading death all  over the world! damn! and on  top of that, you picking on  kids too? we all […]

Overall, my life has been pretty much okay so far this year. My sister and I moved in together which is cool because we get along. My living situation has finally settled down after almost 7 years and 10 different […]

each day i ride  each day i glide  am trying to make sense  so it’s time i bide in living this way  i had no choice  even when this started  i had no voice  as the tears kept  falling  and […]

Wow! 67 today! What’s ironic to me is that I just looked up the length of life for someone with a diagnosis like mine and found out that I was supposed have less than a year left! Damn! I don’t […]

Wow… 67 on Thursday! Statistics states that someone with a diagnosis such as mine(stage 4 lung cancer!) has 6 to 11.3 months left of life! Thanks to God, I am in my 7th year! #FAITHWORKSFORME!

The title is self sufficient. There is nothing else to say. Only, I do have something to say! You see, 7 years ago my life not only changed, but had to change! At first I was lost. The news from my primary care physician […]