{"id":146,"date":"2017-05-31T11:43:02","date_gmt":"2017-05-31T11:43:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=146"},"modified":"2018-10-04T12:51:35","modified_gmt":"2018-10-04T16:51:35","slug":"10-whats-next","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2017\/05\/31\/10-whats-next\/","title":{"rendered":"What\u2019s Next?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Only God knows what&#8217;s next! We can prepare and save and plan all we want but &#8220;He&#8221; has the last word. So all anyone can really do is have faith. I&#8217;ve found faith to be one of the <strong>only<\/strong>\u00a0things that makes me able to deal with my diagnosis. I mean that this is something to lose some serious sleep over. Facts! At first I was afraid. Couldn&#8217;t sleep. Couldn&#8217;t eat. But after a while it got better. My faith got stronger. And when my faith got stronger,\u00a0<strong>I\u00a0<\/strong>got stronger. So now here I am, almost 2 years to date, pushing on. Living life like I&#8217;ve\u00a0<strong>never\u00a0<\/strong>lived before! For each and\u00a0<strong>every\u00a0<\/strong>day is a blessing. Rain, snow, sleet or hail, it makes no difference. I&#8217;m saying these things to lead into what I want to talk about. As everyone that reads my blog knows, I&#8217;m an avid\u00a0bike rider. So here I am&#8230; making plans to ride my fix to therapy. Here comes the comedy. A few days before my therapy I literally fall off my bike. The funny part though is\u00a0<strong>how\u00a0<\/strong>I fall. When I stop to get off, my foot gets stuck in the &#8220;power straps&#8221; of the pedals. I just tip over like Artie Johnson from Rowan &amp; Martin&#8217;s Laugh-In.(on the tricycle). So I bounce right up and continue riding. About an hour later I stopped riding and went home. Long story short, ended up in Urgent Care at MSK! Anyway, just a setback. A minor sprained wrist. I intend to be back on the &#8220;horse&#8221; soon. It just as the saying goes, if you want to make God laugh tell &#8220;Him&#8221;\u00a0<strong>your\u00a0<\/strong>plans! I am on a walk of faith in my life now. Each and every single step of the way my Lord is with me. I have nothing to fear or worry about. I couldn&#8217;t be in better hands! &#8220;He&#8221; enables me to write and write I will! Now my ordeal is no longer an ordeal! Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_147\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2017\/05\/31\/10-whats-next\/img_0333\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-147\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-147\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-147\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?resize=300%2C225&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0333.jpg?w=2610&amp;ssl=1 2610w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-147\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8220;Power Straps&#8221; no more!<\/p><\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2017\/05\/31\/10-whats-next\/img_0334\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-148\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-148\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?resize=300%2C225&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/IMG_0334.jpg?w=2610&amp;ssl=1 2610w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Only God knows what&#8217;s next! We can prepare and save and plan all we want but &#8220;He&#8221; has the last word. So all anyone can really do is have faith. I&#8217;ve found faith to be one of the only\u00a0things that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-living-life-with-cancer"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8zBYf-2m","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2578,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2026\/07\/16\/growing-faith\/","url_meta":{"origin":146,"position":0},"title":"growing faith","author":"Michael","date":"July 16, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"my faith is so stronglook in the mirror to seenow ever growing then what shall i do?live without having belief?i do not think so! cancer taught me howi see beauty everywheremy eyes are opened so i ride my bikeand lift my head to the skynow i see farther now i\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Living life with cancer!&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Living life with cancer!","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/category\/living-life-with-cancer\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8809.jpeg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8809.jpeg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8809.jpeg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8809.jpeg?resize=700%2C400 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8809.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600 3x"},"classes":[]},{"id":2594,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2026\/09\/13\/nature-of-the-game\/","url_meta":{"origin":146,"position":1},"title":"nature of the game","author":"Michael","date":"September 13, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"in life i tread lightlyi say my prayers nightlynothing is ever the same my days i live brightlyeach thing i do rightlysuch is the nature of the game to love so mightilyit means so much to mepins and needles in my brain so i always tread lightlywhile speaking eruditelyliving with\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Living life with cancer!&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Living life with cancer!","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/category\/living-life-with-cancer\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=700%2C400 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600 3x"},"classes":[]},{"id":198,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2017\/07\/05\/15-recapitulation\/","url_meta":{"origin":146,"position":2},"title":"Recapitulation!","author":"Michael","date":"July 5, 2017","format":false,"excerpt":"Since I'm now just beginning my 3rd year of treatment something occurred to me. \u00a0Mind you, I'm still here through the grace of God but it goes much deeper than that. 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