{"id":1494,"date":"2020-01-02T09:56:27","date_gmt":"2020-01-02T14:56:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=1494"},"modified":"2020-01-02T09:56:27","modified_gmt":"2020-01-02T14:56:27","slug":"the-determination-of-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2020\/01\/02\/the-determination-of-life\/","title":{"rendered":"the determination of life!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the loneliness of this world is felt-no matter what the cards are dealt-we grow old and try retrieving-the young that was with true believing-that time of year when blessings be-the hopes and dreams of being free-allow the pangs of stress and strife-shape and strengthen this thing called life-give into precepts that keep the truth-things we learned from fledgling youth-these lives we live belong not to us-that\u2019s when we know in God to trust! Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/26A2D188-AA9E-48E7-BA25-DAE65D4120D7-scaled.jpeg?fit=768%2C1024\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1506\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/26A2D188-AA9E-48E7-BA25-DAE65D4120D7-scaled.jpeg?fit=1920%2C2560\" data-link=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?attachment_id=1506\" class=\"wp-image-1506\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/26A2D188-AA9E-48E7-BA25-DAE65D4120D7-scaled.jpeg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, 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[&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1494","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-living-life-with-cancer"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8zBYf-o6","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2549,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2026\/04\/01\/blessings\/","url_meta":{"origin":1494,"position":0},"title":"blessings\u2026","author":"Michael","date":"April 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