{"id":1521,"date":"2020-01-20T15:14:34","date_gmt":"2020-01-20T20:14:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=1521"},"modified":"2020-01-20T15:28:34","modified_gmt":"2020-01-20T20:28:34","slug":"ramble-on","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2020\/01\/20\/ramble-on\/","title":{"rendered":"ramble on&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">time to sweep the cobwebs out of the corners of my life!-drifting along the brisk pathways of my perception-never knowing when the proverbial \u201cother shoe\u201d is to drop!-the velvet rope is not being pulled aside for me yet!-so my path is set before i even wake the next day-moments to moment my life is not shared!-so no boundaries could be set by others-this is how i can live and be  free!-this is the way i can only disappoint myself!-life hurts only when i let my guard down?-no&#8230; life is pain&#8230; living hurts!-freedom exists only really in the next one! Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"828\" height=\"540\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/34822BC6-F539-4351-8FB9-6CFD554680A0.jpeg?resize=828%2C540&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1525\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/34822BC6-F539-4351-8FB9-6CFD554680A0.jpeg?fit=828%2C540&amp;ssl=1\" data-link=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2020\/01\/20\/ramble-on\/34822bc6-f539-4351-8fb9-6cfd554680a0\/\" class=\"wp-image-1525\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/34822BC6-F539-4351-8FB9-6CFD554680A0.jpeg?w=828&amp;ssl=1 828w, 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