{"id":1668,"date":"2020-09-22T15:38:15","date_gmt":"2020-09-22T19:38:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=1668"},"modified":"2020-09-22T15:38:15","modified_gmt":"2020-09-22T19:38:15","slug":"whatever","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2020\/09\/22\/whatever\/","title":{"rendered":"whatever&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">back of their minds&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">behind those eyes&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you already know&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">invisible<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">becoming a cliche&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">don\u2019t want to be seen&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">gotta avoid being noted&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it really doesn\u2019t matter&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my days are short&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">no coming back&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">damn it\u2019s a shame&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">closer friendship dissolve<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">don\u2019t it really matter?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">whatever!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">learning beauty in faith&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">at present peace!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg?resize=768%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1669\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?attachment_id=1669\" class=\"wp-image-1669\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/73028F2C-FA89-44C6-A8F3-F66C3C23EC03.jpeg?w=1536&amp;ssl=1 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\"><em>whatever&#8230;<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>back of their minds&nbsp; behind those eyes&nbsp; you already know&nbsp; invisible becoming a cliche&nbsp; don\u2019t want to be seen&nbsp; gotta avoid being noted&nbsp; it really doesn\u2019t matter&nbsp; my days are short&nbsp; no coming back&nbsp; damn it\u2019s a shame&nbsp; closer friendship [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1668","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-living-life-with-cancer"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s8zBYf-whatever","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2574,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2026\/07\/03\/talking-only-to-the-wind\/","url_meta":{"origin":1668,"position":0},"title":"talking only to the wind","author":"Michael","date":"July 3, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"when riding in the parktalking only to the windi require no voice to answerquestions that live within how many sunrises are left?how will my surgery go?what is next to see?will the seeds i\u2019ve planted grow? 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