{"id":1678,"date":"2020-10-17T14:13:17","date_gmt":"2020-10-17T18:13:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=1678"},"modified":"2020-10-17T14:13:17","modified_gmt":"2020-10-17T18:13:17","slug":"confused-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2020\/10\/17\/confused-2\/","title":{"rendered":"confused!?&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sitting here thinking <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">which way shall i go<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">everything&#8217;s so jumbled<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i just don&#8217;t know<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">am way too old to be just a cliche<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i look in the mirror it looks back each day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">with tears in his eyes he looks back and he says<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">what happened to us along 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