as an infant and child<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i was formless<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i was an unbridled perceiver<\/p>\n\n\n\n
cognitive dissonances <\/p>\n\n\n\n
did not yet exist<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at this young age <\/p>\n\n\n\n
i perceived <\/p>\n\n\n\n
so much more<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i was then<\/p>\n\n\n\n
taught to conform<\/p>\n\n\n\n
my true perceptions <\/p>\n\n\n\n
were muted<\/p>\n\n\n\n
vibrations that i <\/p>\n\n\n\n
was able to perceive <\/p>\n\n\n\n
were lost<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i was shut off <\/p>\n\n\n\n
from my true knowledge<\/p>\n\n\n\n
put in a box <\/p>\n\n\n\n
so to speak<\/p>\n\n\n\n
made to believe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
that certain things <\/p>\n\n\n\n
are required <\/p>\n\n\n\n
for success<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in essence <\/p>\n\n\n\n
cancer has <\/p>\n\n\n\n
helped me to <\/p>\n\n\n\n
stop the world!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i realize that <\/p>\n\n\n\n
success doesn\u2019t necessarily <\/p>\n\n\n\n
equate to happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
i have never <\/p>\n\n\n\n
been happier <\/p>\n\n\n\n
in my current life<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i don\u2019t own a car<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i don\u2019t have a house<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in fact my <\/p>\n\n\n\n
living situation is tumultuous<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at best <\/p>\n\n\n\n
but i am happy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
always now<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in spite of circumstances <\/p>\n\n\n\n
surrounding me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i know that <\/p>\n\n\n\n
feeling now of <\/p>\n\n\n\n
bliss and contentment<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i recognize my mortality<\/p>\n\n\n\n
therefore i have <\/p>\n\n\n\n
no other choice <\/p>\n\n\n\n
but to keep in faith<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to know my form<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to know that God <\/p>\n\n\n\n
has my back <\/p>\n\n\n\n
to truly enjoy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
the blessings of life<\/p>\n\n\n\n
for life\u2019s sake! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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