{"id":1910,"date":"2021-10-15T14:43:30","date_gmt":"2021-10-15T18:43:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=1910"},"modified":"2021-10-15T14:43:30","modified_gmt":"2021-10-15T18:43:30","slug":"i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2021\/10\/15\/i\/","title":{"rendered":"i\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when i don\u2019t know&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if the next sunrise&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is my last&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i make sure&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">not to miss any!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i have no regrets&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i made choices&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i decided my direction&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">right or wrong&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it\u2019s who i am&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when i don\u2019t know&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if the next sunrise&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is my last&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i decide my happy&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i decide my peace&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">God decided me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">long ago!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg?resize=768%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1911\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?attachment_id=1911\" class=\"wp-image-1911\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FC67E977-F49A-4115-821D-D6D39B6A90D9.jpeg?w=1536&amp;ssl=1 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>when i don\u2019t know&nbsp; if the next sunrise&nbsp; is my last&nbsp; i make sure&nbsp; not to miss any! i have no regrets&nbsp; i made choices&nbsp; i decided my direction&nbsp; right or wrong&nbsp; it\u2019s who i am&nbsp; when i don\u2019t know&nbsp; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1910","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-living-life-with-cancer"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s8zBYf-i","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2572,"url":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2026\/06\/29\/eleven-years\/","url_meta":{"origin":1910,"position":0},"title":"ELEVEN YEARS!","author":"Michael","date":"June 29, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"Eleven years ago today, I received what I believed at the time was a death sentence: Stage IV lung cancer. 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