{"id":2048,"date":"2022-06-01T18:00:33","date_gmt":"2022-06-01T22:00:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=2048"},"modified":"2022-06-01T18:00:33","modified_gmt":"2022-06-01T22:00:33","slug":"magic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2022\/06\/01\/magic\/","title":{"rendered":"magic\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">long lost magic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">returns every night&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">where i soar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my freedom unbound&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;i am limitless&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but each morning&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i come crashing down&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">just before awakening&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to this stark reality&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sometimes my mind&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is too real&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">for my own sake&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">so my battle&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">rages on and on<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it\u2019s hard sometimes&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">knowing\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i seldom talk about<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my diagnosis&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">nowadays&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the banal looks&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">of horror or pity\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">could be both&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i reach within&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to still my mind&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">now i ride&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">this is where&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i let me go\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">as if i\u2019m dreaming&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">now i soar in&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my waking moments&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">only the sounds of&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">me breathing\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">harder and harder&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">faster and faster&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">no pain here\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">no hurt here\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">no sickness here!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"870\" height=\"1883\" data-id=\"2030\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=870%2C1883&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2030\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?w=1183&amp;ssl=1 1183w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=139%2C300&amp;ssl=1 139w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=473%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 473w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=768%2C1662&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=710%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 710w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3553E8C6-E099-4E22-9019-B60950EA74F2-scaled.jpeg?resize=947%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 947w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 870px) 100vw, 870px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>long lost magic returns every night&nbsp; 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