{"id":2431,"date":"2025-01-22T15:38:00","date_gmt":"2025-01-22T20:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/?p=2431"},"modified":"2025-01-22T15:38:00","modified_gmt":"2025-01-22T20:38:00","slug":"why-i-write","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingdeadman.com\/index.php\/2025\/01\/22\/why-i-write\/","title":{"rendered":"Why I Write!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I awoke one day, my body in sweat,<br>Questions of dreams still lingering unmet.<br>Searching for truth, my heart won\u2019t forget<br>Yet God is my answer, so I have no fret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m living now in the midst of a fight,<br>Fear may rise, but faith is my light.<br>Ten years and counting, more in my sight,<br>Believing in God is why I write!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This battle refines me, it makes me sing,<br>Never foresaw what His mercy would bring.<br>Through trials and triumphs, through dark and through light,<br>I share my story\u2014that\u2019s why I write.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Each page I fill, a witness remains,<br>Testament born from struggles and pains.<br>My voice won\u2019t falter, my soul takes flight,<br>With God still beside me, forever I will write!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Peace and blessings!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"770\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=770%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2432\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=770%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 770w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=226%2C300&amp;ssl=1 226w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=768%2C1022&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?resize=1155%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1155w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingdeadman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/IMG_8643.jpeg?w=1290&amp;ssl=1 1290w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 770px) 100vw, 770px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I awoke one day, my body in sweat,Questions of dreams still lingering unmet.Searching for truth, my heart won\u2019t forgetYet God is my answer, so I have no fret. 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