Month: April 2018

Since my life and how I live it has been altered I’ve been getting into a habit of reading articles and books on the subject of cancer. Right now I’m reading a book titled “World Without Cancer The Story of […]

As the saying goes, “time flies when you’re having fun” certainly rings true for me now. My blog site reminded me it’s time to renew my yearly fee. Wow… I hadn’t realized it’s been a year since I started blogging […]

My mind is constantly conflagrant with my condition. So I continue to grasp the content of the controversy surrounding this conflicting construct. Is it conspiratorial to contest the belief that cancer is control of my life? I confess that I consciously condemn and contest this fact. My consideration for life is no longer conservative. I will continually believe that […]

It’s amazing what you can accomplish with time! It’s also amazing what you can accomplish without it! This fact is a very important for those of us diagnosed with cancer! Before cancer (WOW!… seems like eons ago for me) time was never factored […]

am still here waiting for season of Spring-for what we have now, what is this thing?-is this the weather that April brings?-i know i hear what birds do sing-they’re wondering too where is the Spring?-all in all it’s up to our […]

Last Friday was a breath of fresh air for everyone! Personally, I thought it was the weather breakthrough we’ve been looking for… well wishful thinking! I actually wore short sleeves for the first time this year. All in all I’m […]

my fear is assailed by my hope no longer are my nightmares valid reasoning with life is a fallacy my heart doesn’t  experience hatred the strength of conviction has reinforced my soul who could judge me? only the Almighty can […]

I could not let this day pass without a good ride. This picture was taken for me by a guy I just met named Paul. He and his parents were sitting next to me at the fountain in Central Park. […]

we live our lives we don’t love our lives-we treat ourselves without a care-we take life as if just a dare-we all do this so don’t despair-we live our lives we don’t love our lives-we feel that our lives progress-no […]

Something came across my mind that I have to share. Looking at the scope and magnitude of being diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer AND mantle cell lymphoma I realized this point. Cancer, albeit a known, so called death sentence has […]

life for me can no longer be the same-if i try to live it like before I will be knocking on death’s door-life for me no longer is a game-my trajectory in life is altered-i can no longer live life insane-in […]

I didn’t realize this but I have been blogging for a year now. I guess time does fly when you’re having fun! This one will be short. First and foremost is that I have to  thank God for enabling me to persevere […]

April 2, 2018… wow! Six inches of snow the day after Easter Sunday. And I thought the snow was over with! I did a little riding this weekend by taking a quick trip to Astoria (only 15 miles) I stayed […]